harrow

 

what of these chapels
perilous or not
that were built
on the charred bodies
of women –

chapels that harnessed and yoked
the prayers of the earth
in service of a sky god
that knew nothing
of women like volcanoes
who burned with the making of mountains
long before these insipid fires
licked them lifeless –

but prayers remember their makers
remember their hips and feet
dust on the temple floors,
remember lips that curve and hum
hands that hold and cup
and plant prayers
like a seed
like a hope
like a forgiveness.

the roof of the chapel sags now
with the deadweight of your sky god
grown fat on stolen harvests
and pillaged wealth.
they will fall
these temporary erections
to a god who never came.
even when people were bought and sold,
tortured, left tongueless in his name,
even then he never came.
never smited or punished
never said not in my name
will you destroy my creation.

and when the meek defended
their inherited earth –
the walls shook
with the laughter of the sky god
as they were trodden underfoot
paving new roads to the west
with the bodies of heathens.

and don’t come to me
with you taming the savages
we cleansed the earth bullshit –
human sacrifice still exists
in the exalted marble halls
of corporate capitalism,
a price per kilometer
to drop a mine shaft in africa
plummet to the centre
paid for in human lives –
a collateral damage expected
but rarely owned.

sometimes late nights
or perhaps over tea
the loose tongues
of retired mine engineers
name the price
speak the horror
that weighs their souls
heavy
and what it really means
to the miners on shift
to be worth your weight in gold.

this has been our perilous chapter
since the first witch was drowned
by the light of a waning moon.
burned, hands bound and naked
in the village square, by priests
who feared not the wrath of god
but the scorching touch of the goddess
that beat her drum in the heart
of every woman,
the gods of stone and river and tree
that would take their priestly promise
of eternal stagnation and let them rot
body and soul devoured by hungry soil
to live again animal, mineral, vegetable
enlivened by that which always was
eternal.

what then of human endeavour
if all that we become is a handful of worms,
some words to feed the birds
and the light that slants
gold through trees
touching iridescent on her wings

or the wild boar
who harrowed the fields
long before we dreamed it.

 

Linking in to the weekly challenge at Earthweal.

 

 

 

 

 

17 responses to “harrow”

  1. earthweal Avatar

    Oh my goodness … What a bitter but fruitful harvest of the word, spading a loam rich with the bodies of women sacrificed to the usurper solar god. Our loss of Earth is of course a corporate enterprise, based on the very old notion that if you can’t make thunder with your body (like a woman can), steal it … We’ve been paying for this since Prometheus. I can’t truly speak for the ancient violation and its long brutal history (I’m a dude), but I suspect harrows are hallowed, and sacrifice only magnifies the victim and her god, never the master. Why else would the Y chromosome become such a frail, rickety, drooling and addled old goat just a scythe’s swipe away from Yang nevermore? So well done lindi, – Brendan

    1. lindi Avatar

      Thanks Brendan for another great prompt.

  2. Sherry Marr Avatar
    Sherry Marr

    WOW!!!!!!! I am speechless, this is SO GOOD! I added you to my blogroll so I dont miss a poem of yours! The stanza about the collateral damage of capitalism just nailed our plight. I love the power of women in your poem that sets men in power to trembling. I like, too, the heavy souls of those who took part in carnage and have to live with it. SUCH a powerful poem. I loved it.

    1. lindi Avatar

      Thank you Sherry for your fabulous enthusiasm and deep reading. Hope you are feeling better. xx

  3. susanstoo Avatar

    “the roof of the chapel sags now
    with the deadweight of your sky god
    grown fat on stolen harvests
    and pillaged wealth.
    they will fall
    these temporary erections
    to a god who never came.”

    Every word of this poem, but particularly this resonates with me! This is how I learned my feminist history of religion–most particularly the European one. I suspect/hope that the reign of these particular sky gods is about to end so the holy can emerge once more.

  4. lindi Avatar

    Thank you and yes – may the holy emerge once more.
    <3

  5. sarahsouthwest Avatar

    We’ve got the sacred all wrong. That sky stuff can’t save us – the strength of growing and nurturing and loving is so important. We’ve justified so many crimes in the name of religion, and now in the name of the “market” – the green-backed god.

    I think our poems might have been to school together.

  6. sdtp33 Avatar

    Excoriating is the word that comes to mind, brilliant is another one. There is so much articulate anger in this.

  7. Suzanne Avatar

    What a fabulous, vitriolic roll through history – his story. Reconnecting ith the Earth goddess is essential for finding a new balanced ay forward I think.

    1. lindi Avatar

      Thanks. And yes to reconnection and a recollecting of herstory.🌳

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    Anonymous

    Powerful and strident and moving work.

  9. kim881 Avatar

    Wow, Lindi, a harrowing poem of feminist history! The chapels built on the charred bodies of women are devastating testaments to women’s suffering and persecution. I love the lines:
    ‘in service of a sky god
    that knew nothing
    of women like volcanoes
    who burned with the making of mountains
    long before these insipid fires
    licked them lifeless’ –
    excellent use of alliteration in that line. I nearly wept when I read the lines:
    ‘remember their hips and feet
    dust on the temple floors,
    remember lips that curve and hum
    hands that hold and cup
    and plant prayers’.
    Thank goddess for her defiance that echoes in the lines:
    ‘…the scorching touch of the goddess
    that beat her drum in the heart
    of every woman’.

    1. lindi Avatar

      Thanks for your thoughtful comment. 🌱

  10. idiomofexpression Avatar
    idiomofexpression

    Wow! this drew my attention right away! I especially like the very beginning few parts – what volcano and time line are you referencing/inspired to write about in the beginning portion? I am curious. thank you so much for this! very empowering! Also I will check out this weekly prompt thing, that sounds fun!

    1. lindi Avatar

      Thank you – and yes do have a look at the Earthweal challenges, they are very interesting. There is a new one every Monday I think.
      I am not entirely sure I understand your question re a specific volcano, references and timelines. I had meant it as a simile – “women like volcanoes…..”, referring to empowered women and their connection to the earth.
      And also….My daughter put this Ursula Le Guin quote on a Mother’s day card for me, which was on my desk when I started writing.
      “We are volcanoes. When we women offer our experience as our truth, as human truth, all the maps change.”

      1. idiomofexpression Avatar
        idiomofexpression

        Yes thank you for referencing Earthweal I am going to start doing the challenges. And I LOVE that quote, so beautiful. I think what I was trying to say (badly I might add) was that at the beginning of your poem it was so vivid I felt that maybe it was referencing a specific culture and time in history but I can see that it jumps around to include a complexity of such things.

      2. lindi Avatar

        Good to hear you are going to give Earthweal a go.

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