fresh poetry

  • a rose

    1.guardians of gateways
    and sleeping beauties
    sacred to the goddess
    and hungry goats.

    2.in spring we dry the petals
    gather bowlfuls
    spread a purple sea
    on cloths in the sun –
    october smells like roses.

    3.there was a rose king of durbanville
    he lived down the road.
    i never got to see his garden
    or what enchantment lay
    beyond his high hedges,
    but late summer we
    picked pomegranates
    from his fence
    cracked open the pinking skin
    ate them single-handedly
    while pushing our bikes up the hill.

    4.she folded her hands
    inside each other
    tight like a rose bud
    held them in her lap
    said she had waited too long
    to speak,
    to long to forgive
    she feared she would fall apart.
    cut roses do that sometimes
    drop their petals before they open.

    5.if you lick the back of a thorn
    broken from the stem, just so
    you can stick it on your nose –
    touch the edge of your existence,
    like a rhino.

    6.she said i am
    not asking you
    to buy me flowers –
    just pick a rose
    on your way back in
    so i know
    you were thinking of me
    and maybe
    you had missed me.
    and he shrugged
    his shoulders hopeless
    because out there
    the light had slipped low
    below the clouds
    illuminating the geraniums
    against the storm dark sky
    and his breath was held
    to the beauty
    and he had not
    thought of her
    at all.

    7.it was really just
    that i had run out of ink
    that had me printing your picture
    rose tinted.

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    Drawing by Tim Hewitt-Coleman

     

  • in response to “tips to look after your husband.” home economics text book 1950 something.

     

    it never mattered
    what it said
    in those books.
    it never mattered
    that we moved on,
    that we tore out those pages,
    blacked the ink,
    burned them,
    reprinted cleansed
    on new paper
    from new trees
    the same old stories
    new told.

    what mattered is what
    we could not unhear.
    it was in songs that steadied
    and lulled our pulse,
    made us forget.
    it was the unspoken
    in every fairy tale
    that wrote lesser than
    in our blood,
    it was the words
    we never heard
    that shaped our bones
    into women.
    hush now – daughters
    of the earth
    old anger deafens us –
    the stones are speaking our stories
    listen.

     

     

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    Drawing by Tim Hewitt-Coleman
  • enough

    before the sun lights
    the last leaf,
    before autumn blue
    fades to a night
    thick with stars,
    before the dove has called
    evening clear
    from the telephone wire,
    before the geranium has closed
    petal by purple fold petal
    to the night,
    i will drink deeply of here
    hold it a moment
    cool water to my thirst.

     

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    Drawing by Tim Hewitt-Coleman
  • synchronized swimming

     

    deep in the valley
    i hear my daughters’ laughter
    clear as light
    amongst the shadows of trees.
    here, sun warm
    and drunk on butterfly beauty
    i catch the sigh that has held me
    breathless and alone for days
    and gift it to the waiting wind.

  • constellation

    across distance
    a thousand kilometers
    maybe more between us
    across the vast plains of night
    crossing endless roads
    vein blue by starlight
    i feel it.
    passing termite mounds
    and small towns
    that buzz their own constellations
    along the coast painted
    with night breakers
    crashing the shore
    and the silence of land
    between lights
    i feel it.
    feel the restless sleep
    and heartbeat concern
    the small mumbling dreams
    pulled taut in this
    delicate web of love
    our own sympathetic nervous system
    joined ganglion to ganglion
    holding our collective breath
    for a moment in the night.
    we are points of light
    in our own dark night
    so much more to us
    when we draw the lines
    between.

     

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    Drawing by Tim Hewitt-Coleman
  • resilience

     

    where did hope live
    all these years,
    quiet as moth wings
    needing nothing more
    than the existence
    of your flame.
    it is a quickening pulse
    that unfolds soft wings
    readies them for flight
    calls me onwards
    through the night.

     

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    Drawing by Tim Hewitt-Coleman
  • wednesday and the emergency room.

    life does not live here
    it is only measured
    with hands that mark
    the seconds in silence
    machines that weigh
    the beating heart.
    life cannot live here.

    life lives deep in veins
    pounding red with tides
    and memory
    rank with sacred purpose.
    life lives on egret wings
    lifting light to the sky
    in the darkening evenings
    of autumn.

     

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    Drawing by Tim Hewitt-Coleman
  • that was jupiter in the sky with the full setting moon

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    Drawing by Tim Hewitt-Coleman

     

    so i stood this morning
    feet wet with dew
    and watched that turmeric moon
    roll the forest horizon
    dip below the trees,
    and there by light
    flimsy as my cotton shawl
    i pledged allegiance to love –
    to this unraveling path of beauty
    and this glorious revolution.

  • learning to pray

    there are days
    i cannot breathe
    as the air has shaped
    itself to your name
    yet my lips
    are too afraid
    to speak you.

     

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    Drawing by Tim Hewitt-Coleman
  • constant (is my love)

    on a path
    in the forest
    soft earth underfoot
    amongst sun fern edges
    a woman walks
    walks towards the light.
    in her heart
    is the forest
    with soft earth underfoot
    and there a woman walks
    walks towards the light.
    in this woman’s heart
    is the forest
    earth soft light
    amongst the ferns
    and there a woman walks
    walks towards the light
    and in her heart
    is the forest
    there a woman smiles
    and walks soft
    towards the light.

     

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    Drawing by Tim Hewitt-Coleman